Monday, July 24, 2006
saw the show...den yl rui en even more ke lian lorx...sae wei xiang vry ke lian...
kays...i dun disagree wib tt...budden i rather sae tt
imagine being stuck dere...its your bestie summore...both lyk a same guy...wad can u do norx...of cos is jux gib up suan le...its stupid tuu fight wib a fwen over a guy though u reali lyk him larx...and though it might hurt the guy,it useless...u will feel guilty of snatching awae sumone your bestie lyk i guess...
no one will knw how another person feels de...cos dey dun put demselfs in anothers shoes...dey jux tink tt oohs..tts wad i want...tts wad i need....u mux do tt or else...i mux get tt or else...and the prob is tt u dun even tink sia...the other person mayb jux feeling jux as tortured as well wad...haiix...its tiring...tinkin for some one else n tinkin in sumone's shoes...mux tink how dey will feel if u do tis or tt...den in the end u cant do or sae anitin le...plainly stupid...haiix...u mention tings tt u wanna mention...budden still hv tuu tink for others...liddat u get so cramped up...its so cramped up wib nth else dere...except for eur own tots...
reminds mii of the past again...everytime yl sms mii bout tings,i get reminded of the past...he saes memories are difficult tuu forget...bud i dun disagree wib tt...memories jux fade slowly n unknowingly...u can onli choose tuu nt tink bout it de...i tried le...and i hope i did succeed....and nw i can onli help him...bud he mux choose tuu help himself as well...i tried tuu do sumtin le...or rather sae advice bah...yl u mux jian qiang hurx...
norealiance--...end up so lonely at night??haiix...once again...my dar's msgs are replying slower...and the onli ones i get are frm yl....and i duno how tuu reply him...deric's ones are come and go...sumtimes wanna sms sumone is lyk so hard sia...wanna call sumone even harder...cant find the right person tuu tok tuu...once i could go on n on....budden now im scared dey find mii irritatin sia...haiix...
night time i starts tuu eat...or rather sae whole dae i eat n eat...todae recess eat two tings...lunch eat,break time eat...come home eat again...yy sae my cheeks grow chubbier le...mayb so bahx...though im trying hard tuu control le...budden reali cant lehx...jux wanna eat eat eat...haiix...so much tings tuu eat...yet so lil time...
ppl de bdae coming le...mux fret over presents again...lynn i seriously duno bout her le...nw seldom tok tt much...sem i nv buy for one year le...and i also vry lazy bah....gz i also lazy...haha...buy two stupid tortoise put dere can le larx...
i miss my dar sia...haiix...his sms stopped le...mayb asleep le bahx???haiix...so pathetic sia...im sleepy tuu....bduden i nv do my maths at all..haiix...i lazy tuu tink...lazy tuu do...haiix...all is jux plainly lazy...lazy open up the book...and haven even pack bag yet...the diary half open nia...eveyting haven finish writing yet...
mrs lee sae blog is for personal use de...so i decided tuu write wad i wanna write here le...haha...
hope tt u ppl wun find it such a nuisance...or else rather u all dun read my posts le....
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