Tuesday, July 25, 2006
morning go school rush maths again...ning n nana lian he n steal my pooh de happy famili...felt stupid bah...suan le bahx...no matter wad i alwaes kena tis kinda ting de...and summore cant dey jux find sumone else tuu play their stupid joke and nt make mii lyk so fed up...haiix...
yl sae ytd de show tt wei xiang vry ke lian...budden...imagine being in ruien's part...u guys wun knw sia...she's stuck...between the one she lyks and her bestie...wad can u do lorx...haiix...and it makes mii tink back tuu angel...though she chose to let go of us,she'll alwaes b one part of us...tts the feeling...having tuu choose between sumone...plus the guy can sae tell her tings de lorx...is onli he dun dare hurx...yl u mus nt tink onli for the GUYS....-.-...u all tink tt ure part liddat is vry difficult tuu carry on le izzit...if liddat is counted difficult,imagine trying tuu tink for others and doin sumtin tt will nt hurt the other party...ruien's tt part she hv tuu hurt the guy cos of her fwen de lorx...a fwen tts wib u for mani years...difficult tuu forget sia...difficult tuu let go as well...she had tuu let go of the guy cos the fwen lyk him as well wad...she had tuu make the decision...
kks...answer your question le yl!!!haha...
i nid tuu thank the stupid pig...though his comfortings sux larx...haha...
todae shld or rather i sae i will try tuu stop further cries le...guess daryl bad mood bahx...i let him go de...though i could hv pulled him bac in the first place...i was at fault as well bah...mayb jux plainly stupid...useless also...cant sae or do anitin rit...haiix...saw him walk fast,faster and den gone le...though i was jux standing dere liddat...dumb de...sit dwn at the swing dere den i remembered tt the last time i went tt table,i was crying as well...the last time i had blood flowing dwn...the last time i ran miles...i tried tuu hide...the last time held my stupidness....budden i din even feel lyk doin anitin sia...i got scared after the counselor told mii those stupid stories...den i dun wanna see the blade animore le...
kays...i promise i wun do tt ever again...so jia le pls gib mii tt swiss knife!!!haha...
tis time everyone have so much probs...den everyone has so much tuu sae...voice out...so much tuu tok about...haiix...i reali wonder why ppl at a certain time will liddat de...suddenly hv tuu flare up...ruinin other ppl's de life sia...haiix...ning is lyk she n colin alwaes got probs de...bud no matter how angry she is angry wib him,she will still let him hold her hand...-.-...tts one part tt i dun understand at all...and colin i duno wad he's slowness is bah...he jux duno how tuu make ning happy...cos she vry difficult tuu 'hong' also...haha...so tis angry wib tis,tt angry wib tt...and they nv sae anitin bud hold hands even though each is fumming wib each...
ning sae xuan n marsh mellow vry cute???haha...my kor n huiyi also bah...
no matter wad..now...i wun let go of u le darling...haha...seriously no matter how fast u walk i will run up by your side le...i dun wan u tuu leave mii alone cryin at the side le...and i dun wan u tuu sit dere cryin as well...ai ni!!!
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