Tuesday, June 20, 2006
maple...sux sux...
haiix...kays...
so...daryl was playin his account...den i was playin my sweetLOVES...
den...he suddenly sae got sumone wanna hack his account...
for one ting,i dun even understand wad happen...jux help him log in his storage everytin...den...haiix...
his mood was lyk so bad hurx...dampen my mood as well...he went on fck fck fck...kays...din feel lyk stayin in bootes...went bac aqulia...den...i change my pass in aqulia de...went tuu tt pig de account cos he share wib mii de...
can see tt he nv touch tt account le...haiix...everytin inside is so useless...decided...i wan tt account...cos aniwaes...he's nt usin it le rit...and its my account aniwaes...wadever bahx...
my lightin mage sumtimes so sianx hurx...haiix...
im worried for tmw...a maths retest....and i sure do hope i can pass...budden...i dun even hv the book tuu study...
kays...ive decided...i'll try nt tuu scold fck hell dammit...hahas...i dun wanna b called rude hurx...in maple jux now....call sum guy fckin ass hole den he sae im nt a gurl...-.-....kays...fine...gurl mux b si wen de mehx....mux alwaes be guai guai liddat de mehx...mux hand up hmwk on time,test everytin mux get gd marks...tts wad a gurl is supposed tuu b like???quiet...nice....everytin....arrrgh....typical tinkin...kays...so....i'll try bahx hurx....budden...haha....i got influenced larx...for sure i got influenced...
from north tuu south,frm east tuu west,i'll alwaes b there...tts wad tt ass pig wrote in my guild notice...
and he makes mii wonder...
if he used my account tuu write tt,or he told xin tuu write tt...haiix...he hasnt come tuu collect those books hurx...stupid books...useless pile of shit...
so frustrated...its all so wrong...haiix...
i'm useless...kays...i knw tt...i cant lighten anione de mood de...
yahs...daryl asks mii nt tuu sae i duno...bud i reali duno...mayb i shld knw hurx...knwin everytin....den he wun get frustrated wen i sae duno...
i asked him if he finds mii act cute...den he saes yah...so well...yahs...i try nt tuu do anitin tt u ppl tink are act cute hurx...the prob is...i dun even knw wad i do is considered tt...haiix...kays...cant shake my head,cant wave...the two actions...haiix...wu suo wei bahx...dun do wun die...i rather dun do den he tinks nt gd hurx...
so luan now...i miss smsin deric...haha...he frm indo sms mii...den i nv reply him..cos nid money okies...i wanna tell him so mani tings siax...den he will joke bout everytin....yah...i miss both derix n derrick...my xiao di...haiix...he smsed mii again...lyk so sad liddat hurx...i so damn wish tuu cheer him up...dun wanna see him tt sad..makes mii feel so stupid...jux cos i cant help...haiix...i went tuu fel's blog...tink tt she n sem still haven patched up yet hurx...haiix...so yah...in my point of view,sem's in the wrong lar of cos...fel's upset wib wad sem said rit...haiix...fel arr fel...haiix...she 'was' lyk a jie tuu mii...den after tt,sem became her mei...so well...i guess...i stopped tellin her tings...cos...well...haiix...
so meaningless siax...everytin is meaningless...its been so long since i felt so lousy....as a fwen,as a god sis,as a gf...
reali so useless hurx...infact..i feel tt im pullin their mood dwn everytime i sae sumtin...haiix...im so scared bout tmw...so scared...its gonna determine....haiix....i hv failed my piano le...i hope my theory will pass...n i sure do hope tt my tis a maths tingy can pass..
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