Tuesday, June 13, 2006
cries again...
been cryin straight for three daes...wad else u wan mii tuu do neh??
its overwhelming...i dun blame daryl for askin all those...i blame myself for pickin up tt phone call...i blame myself for cryin...i blame myself for writin out everytin in my blog...
in fact..i blame myself for being emotional..
i blame myself for cryin so easily...
was in maple jux now..tokin tuu sem...so...was tryin tuu settle the felicia's tingy wib her...kays...i wan dem bac tog...so i found out tt lex tingy tis tt...haiix...tuu much tuu take bahx...well...so she said out tings...den i said out tings...i feel stupid...wad for i try tuu help dem aniwaes...haiix...wen i alreadi hv enough problems of my own le...im so scared tt lata fel would ask mii y i tell sem all those tings she told mii...im so scared of fall outs now...mii n cerlyn now...i duno if i wan tt kinda fwen anot...bud wel...we did tok...n aniwaes...i dun needa be tt close tuu her hurx...n well..haiix...duno wad kinda shit colin is feedin tuu shawn...den now he has become liddat...so rowdy...he makes every1 so mad...n i hv the responsibility tuu tell ning all these...tuu tell ning tuu tell colin tuu tell shawn nt tuu go out so often...tuu my family,colin n the bunch are bad company...haiix...my gd fwens being called liddat...bud it isnt mii tt got influnced...shawn ar shawn...pls lar...spare mii frm all these le hurx...now i gotta help tuu settle your problems lehx...haiix...
okies...i miss smsin tuu ppl...tokin n tokin n tokin...haiix...yl's phone kena confiscated...nana reply so slow...-.-...deric is away...sianx...
so...yups...aniwaes...daryl...I PROMISE U OKIES...i wun go wib him...nor anione else...haiix...
i seriously hv no mood for tt movie...no mood at all...totally...
______dead`roses`living`dead
