Wednesday, May 17, 2006
tears??i duno y....i reali duno y...
haiix...the past....everytin is over de rit???
i hv grown up alot frm last time...haiix...i realised tt wen tt time wib tt deric...i didnt know anitin...the relationship whole ting is my fault de...haiix...bud...who reali cares aniwaes...haiix...bud now...so different???mii n his communication can b said as gd bahx...haiix...still can tok till lyk tt...haha...
sem ar sem...haiix...
i duno how tuu help lerx...since u all know..den i can sae freely le right...
haiix...
tt yl whole daes sms...cant change the subject de!!!!arrrgh...everytime i hv tuu reply...ooh...haha...wad else u expect mii tuu sae???i love her tuu???-.-...haiix..deric whole dae askin mi tuu gib him her photo...wth...
lucky xin dun hv all these probs...or else i will die of comfortin ppl!!!!
hahas...sorrie sem...haha...
i hv settled all my problems bahx...i tink so...
daryl finally tok tuu mii le!!!i was so happie....
haha...i duno why i was happie aniwaes...haiix...haiix...
mr.hamster??haiix...haiix...
i hv gotten rid of those probs beside mii...bud within mii is still here...so frustrating hurx...haiix...
i haven gotten over sp...of cos haven...haiix...bud i made myself numb tuu wad he saes lerx...jux now he called mii wen i was mad over cerlyn...den...haiix...i jux lyk wth u wan!!!stop givin mii more probs le...haiix...xin n sem..pls help mii tell him dun call mii animore le can...i cant stand the calls le...tuu much pressure...
so i wrote alot of tings in the diary...haiix....i wrote n wrote...n it was all lyk tokin tu him...cos he isnt here for mii tuu speak tuu le....last time got probs i try tuu tell him one...onli those probs bout him i tell yl or deric...budden...haiix...now i can tell everytin....haiix...
mayb it's all fated rit...haiix...if i cant forget bout him...i will try tuu lyk sumone else...tt might help mii bahx...divert my attention all awae...haiix...onli....i cant find anione tuu lyk??haiix...given a chance....i wanna go bac tuu the past...i wan tt hamster face...haiix...mayb if it ended there n nv continued....i would not b tis tortured now....i would not b lyk tis now..in tis state...where i cant stand everytin....cry for no reason...haiix...
hope tmw i wun break dwn in chinese class...haiix...i know y i wil feel so sad dere lerx....it's my old 2/5....where all the memories lies...i love being wib kim siong n hh n zp...dey make mii feel happie...can laugh...although they tease and all...they r so beloved tuu mii...haha...
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