Friday, May 12, 2006
i feel so stupid!!!!IM SO STUPID!!!!!
HE JUX CALLED MII DEN I ACT SO COLD...EVERYTIME....HES ALWAES DERE FOR MII...JUX WEN I SAD....HE WILL CALL MII...I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!Y MUX I ACT SO COLD???I FEEL SO IDIOT...HAIIX....I WAN HIM BAC AND I STILL ACT SO COLS TOWARDS HIM....I PICKED UP HIS CALL..MY TEARS ALMOST BURSTIN AGAIN....HAIIX...BUDDEN IT WAS LYK...
ME:WAD
HIM:WAD U DOIN
ME:ITS NONE OF EUR BUSINESS
HIM:REALI?
ME:I DUN WANNA TOK TUU U...
HIM:REALI?
ME:YES...
HIM:REALII??
ME:YES....
HIM:REALI??
ME:YES...IM GONNA PUT DWN THE PHONE IF U DUN PUT IT DWN EURSELF...
HIM:HURX?
ME:[OFF THE PHONE]
FEEL TT IM STUPID MAR???HAIIX....I WANNA CRY...MY TEARS ALL SWELL UP MY EYES LE...ITS SO ZHONG NOW...I CANT STAND THE SILENCE ANIMORE...I MISS HIS CALLS SO MUCH...THERE CAN NV B A REPLACEMENT...HAIIX....I WAN CARE N CONCERN....NOT PITY N SORROW...
SO FAR...DK IS THE CLOSEST TUU WHOM I CAN TOK TUU...BUD THROUGH SMS??NO WAES...HAIIX...DERIC IS EVEN MORE NO WAES....YL CANT EVEN USE HIS PHONE..SEM LOST HER PHONE...
ANGEL ISNT HERE ANIMROE...HAIIX...TT DANNY JUX DISOWN MII...DARYL DOESNT WAN MII TUU TOK TUU HIM...NING..WILL SHE B ABLE TUU HELP???CERLYN...SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW TUU COMFORT SOMEONE...HAIIX...
I FEEL SO ALONE...SO PATHETIC HURX....HAIIX...WO HAO NAN GUO....HAO NAN GUO....
______dead`roses`living`dead
