Thursday, May 04, 2006
haiix...
i reali dun understand...
at first..it was a nice chat wib deric???
den after tt...i got mad after he sae why am i sad wen i wanted the break up???
at tis moment,i know how lex felt...or mayb how he saes he feels...
it doesnt mean tt the one who wants the breakup isnt hurt...it hurts jux as much or even more..
who reali cares bout wad the person who saes break feels???
dey onli care bout those who are the "victims or the stupid breakup...
aniwaes...haiix...
i wanted sum1 tuu chat wib...
den deric sms...
i tot can tok happily...
den after tt all these happen...
den ynliang...haiix....so mani tings tuu..
i reali duno wadda do..
i can gib advice tuu ppl,bud duno how tuu gib dem to myself...
so im sorrie ynliang...
i may not be of much help tuu u....bud i will try tuu listen okies...
haiix...whenever i wanna write in my blog...
and especially these few daes...i reali wonder how i should write it...should i write bout wad i reali feel???
or should i jux write wad has happen,n leave my feelings out??
onli...now...ive got my gar diary...
i mix the moments...
truly mix dem...
haiix...
realise i keep on tinkin...
i realise lotsa tings...n i dun wanna realise animore..
aniwaes....haven study for anitin...
haiix...
wu sou weix...
i cant care animore...
im tuu busted wib everytin...
it seems all perfect...a perfect life,friends,famili...
who knows??
ppl sae i got wad i wan rit....
who reali knows wad i wan aniwaes???
i reali mix u alot...
i cant stand the silence....
i cant stand u not smsing mii...
all those msgs...all the tings u bought for mii...
i cant forget...though i hv tried vry hard tuu...
cos its so difficult tuu put a wonderful past behind,and carry on in a empty shell..
______dead`roses`living`dead
