Saturday, April 22, 2006
ure the one who is torturin eurself...
u cant let go of the past..
cos u tink tuu much..
cos u still wan mii tuu b wib u...
cos u tink i wanna b wib u..
cos u tink tt i wan everytin...
cos u tink tt i still love u...
bud i dun....
u wanna b wib mii....bud i dun....
i remember wad u did..
at the fuchun cc...
tt is my barrier..
do u even know how much tt hurts???
u nv even tot of tt...
i hv alreadi gone through tt once....n it was enough...
u made mii go through tt a lot of times...
i m torn....totally....
i duno how tuu go on....
cos u r still tryin tuu make mii hurt...
no more of tt..no more of anitin..
even whether u will stil do all tt anot,its none of my buisness...
bud do it on other gurls...
eur sweet words on others..not mii..
cos dey dun hv ani effect animore..
i realise....tt i dun even cry...
i read eur blog...n i dun even cry..
mayb cos im numb tuu u lerx...
even wen i tink bout u,i dun cry...
cos it seems useless n meaningless lerx...
life onli goes on wen u can b free...
tuu mii....i feel lyk dyin....
cos im suffocatin....
______dead`roses`living`dead