Thursday, March 23, 2006
mornin....i go to the carpark start car..den i found a book...saes analyse dreams...interestin...
den...go skool...it was rainin...i wanted tuu tell jidangao mani tings...budden...i dun wan lerx...i scared he will find mii fan...i dun wan bother him...haiix...
bud i kinda cry infront of deenah n deric...lyk tt owe her one more ice cream again...haiix..
go class...sexuality education...wth...den guys go ava...kkx...nth wrong wad...onli sae tt sissy n tomboy..okie???so wad???guys dun even nid tuu go another place tuu study all these wad..
den nxt was chem...i copy hmwk den tt cheong nv realise even...
okiies...ginelle n the rest r mad...over mr cheong...dey sae he cute...he is???
bio...nv listen tuu class...it was boring...
recess..i keep on eatin...i duno y...den eat n eat...i didnt wanna cry..bud...i left with 50 cents...haiix....i still wanna eat...
go english lesson...mux prepare speech...den ling xin was lyk so shaky..budden dey sae he cute???ginelle is gd...so was haziqah...haha...de guys were okie larx...
chinese lesson...i reali duno wad had happened tuu mii...mayb cos i saw xin...den i cpuldnt stand it animore...jux burst...kkx....my fault...my b im jux tuu emotional...haha...sem cry in recess tuu...mayb cos i hv alreadi hold bac my tears long enough...i tried tuu break the bracelet...bud i cant do it..haiix...i tink sum of dem were shocked...haha..jacky long ime nv c mii cry liaox rit...haiix....sorrie ppl...
after skool...i wanted jn tuu cum...den go cwp with xin...den sem came liaox...budden jn still nv cum..tink she was with colin in skool....duno wad...sms her also nv reply...tuu engrossed tokin wih colin..haha...
u promised nv tuu make mii cry animore...
u promised tuu change...
u promised tuu walk bside mii...
u promised not tuu irritatae mii...
u promised so mani tings...
n yet..y mux u alwaes break dem???
u promised mii he tings tt u wun do...
n u expect mii tuu believe???
i tot tt u were clever enough tuu know wad i wanted..
cos u said u knew...
bud do u???
i said tt i dun wan it animore...
bud again u came n force mii todae tuu..
i told u tt it was wad u wanted n not mii..
n u still dun understand it...
simple tings u alreadi dun understand...
how can i trust u tuu let mii survive again under your control???single unowned...unloved alone....______dead`roses`living`dead
