Monday, March 27, 2006
i am worried...
for derrick n for sem...
in library...tt derrick was lyk so sad lyk tt..
i manaaged tuu make him laugh...i tink...
den he seemed okie liaox....
feel tt im so stupid..
i onli know how tuu tok crap..
was lyk askin him whether it was a vry important ting between his gf n him..
den he nodded...
den i so shocked...jux blurt out u got her pregnant??
den he keep on laughin..
okies...so i crap alot...
i feel dumb n useless..
recess time...i was lookin out for sem...so much so tt i keep on bumpin into ppl...dammit..
she reali didnt seem okie..
she was weird..
haiix..
den she ran away after jux comin down for lyk a few seconds...
i reali duno wadda do..
beside mii...r my two besties...n sumhow,i dun seem tuu b able tuu comfort dem or wadever...
mayb i shouldnt care tuu much...i mayb shouldnt even care for dem..
cos i will make dem feel bad..
lyk vry bad....hurx....
todae is deenah's bdae!!!!
happie birthdae nana!!!!
okies...after choir gon buy tingy for her...haha...a lil keychain...
doesnt cost mii much...bud it my tot kks...
went tuu the library for three periods lehx...so sianx...chinese sux lyk hell..
mux do all kinds of idiot corrections..
lucky for mii...no teasin...n i reali do hope tt from now on,no more teasin liaox...
i wanna rebond my hair lehx...now my hair is messy n weird...plus,it has a tail..haha..
my natural hair is much much much more neater n nicer tuu touch!!!!
okies...i kinda regret...so stupid!!!!
its a new beginning for the both of us again..
we duno whether we will work it out..
bud i know tt we r alreadi vry tired..
of tryin tuu lyk cooperate with each other..n everytin..
bud we wil try tuu go on...
cos of the may b comin future...
i tink...
______dead`roses`living`dead
