Saturday, February 04, 2006
you...
-nv bothered tuu take a neoprint wib mii...
-knew my wallet was from psq...bud u nv do anitin...
-took mii for granted...
-nv knew how i felt...
-tink i liked how u acted...
-nv asked for my opinion...
-nv seemed tuu respect my decisions...
-tot i didnt cared...
-tot i wasnt dere...
-tot i loved euu...wen i dont...
-didnt know u werent the one i tot of...
-werent dere wen i needed euu...
-were sum1 i couldnt speak my probs tuu...
-were the one who i had tuu keep secrets from...
-alwaes tot i was innocent n adorable...bud i'm not...
-alwaes knew i was hurt...bud u still did hurt mii...
-said u didnt care bout others...bud...i knew u did..
-lied tuu mii...
-liked my best pal b4...
-alwaes called mii all those tings...bud i nv did...
-called mii over the phone wen i told u not tuu...
-didnt wanna break wib mii wen i told u wanted tuu...
i feel useless...vry useless...i feel so...haiix....i cant even break up wib u!!!i cant do wad i wan...i cant tok tuu ppl i wan!!!!with u around...
i wanna break free from all these lerx...i cant do a ting!!!!keepin mii hidden in a box...suffocating n dying...
eyes all red from cryin...puffy n red...
do u know how i feel???
i'm lyk a small gurl...
cos i hv tuu b kept somewhere 'safe'...
haiix...i've enough probs lerx...den i still hv tuu help others out...
i'm not gd at comfortin ppl...
i reali reali reali reali dun nid u tuu
care lerx...cos i hv myself...
i'm independent...
______dead`roses`living`dead
