[DEAD`LIVING`ROSES]

Sunday, February 19, 2006

i cried...n cried..den cry until i vomit...n cried...in the morning..den after my piano class...b4 meetin xin...n after meetin xin...whole journey back home...was cryin...i waited...for u tuu show up...i duno y i did tt...i sat at the swing..tears overflowin...i cant c a ting...i couldnt help it...den i tried tuu focus...went back home...i knew tt u will not b aniwhere near here...budden...i still look out...i tried tuu c...i wanted tuu c...bud u werent dere...i nidded your hug....your warmth...your kiss...i sat in the bus....the air con was damn cold...n i remembered den when u gave mii the jacket...u put it over mii...i was warmth immediately...i remembered the swing...i remember so mani tings...go tuu mini toons...den xin n sem were lyk i wan tis sweet..i remember how we crushed the marshmallow...i wore your watch..de one u gave mii...n the necklace...n the bracelet...i duno y i did all tt...even wen it made mii cry...i look down at the road where we used tuu walk along...bud i couldnt bring myself tuu walk home...im so scared tt i will cry again...i never wan tis again...i dun wan ani of these animore...

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