[DEAD`LIVING`ROSES]

Friday, September 23, 2005

i duno y i'm so depressed nowadaes....mayb i got depression lorx...sigh....lik i wan lik tt izzit?fine...todae go out,actually jus wanna spend the dae playin...n nv reali expect tuu spend the whole lot of my money...all gone...wa lou...i onli play $6 sumting...then duon where the other $6 go tuu...budden...i reali wanted tuu take neoprint one...jus for todae....y cant anione understand???i had wanted to take caards....neoprint n wadever...we actually had so much time...budden...sigh...worst still....we spend so much money...n i sped all moii $20 dollars...bud i dun even know who has used it...i'm so realistic now...i dun even wanna b...it was a reali pathetic scene...jus sittin around doin all sorts of nth....wad kind of celebration is tis????with your own conversation in small little groups...and y mus u guys ask mii tt idiot question on todae???i jus wanna sae tis tuu everyone...i hv reali tot it over liaox...and i tink i know tt, "I HV ALREADI GOTTEN OVER TT STUPID PSQ!!!!!PLS DUN ASK MII AGAIN!!!!!!!WAD MUS I SAE TUU LET U GUYS BLIEVE TT I HV?????"so stressed out buai everyting...mayb jus y jumpin down,i can reali end moii life....and go away peacefully...perhaps i can even skip moii bd and stay 13 4ever...can i ???if i get permission tt i can...mayb i will reali jump tomorrow...there's jus tuu much pressure liaox...exam is a one big part...then....i duno...there reali ish so mani tings happenin...sigh...todae...ice cream...i duno y i eat so slow...second last to finish it...make eveyone wait...then mdm nora check moii file vry fast...so hapi...then in science,i go n draw jacky's hand...disfigure it...then when angel tell him tuu stop flirting,he sae, "i onli flirt with one..." diaox...i immediately turn away lorx....sigh...bankrupt again!!!!!!!!!!!!then english nth happen...after skool,go n meet mrs tan....[almost said mdm]...then she tok crap...wad passion....wad so ever...ao lame.....damn it....i feel lik cryin....reali reali cryin....jn gave mii a necklace...both of moii best fwens,gave mii necklace...onli receive two presents...not countin famili...so pathetis i know...bud i dun tink mani know bout moii bdae...i hate the exams....make moii mum keep on naggin at mii tuu study when i jus wanna relax for tis week onli...i cant wait to go to school again...i jus wanna stay occupied..then mayb i will b hapi....

______dead`roses`living`dead