[DEAD`LIVING`ROSES]

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sem...i know tt....bud sumhow,i don reali lik to sae secrets nowadaes...i duno why...mayb,i'm more indepemdent now...share..yes i can share...bud then,i cant reali make out wad i am saein...i duno why...i duno how tuu phrase moii sentences now...i hv no idea why...i bit mad nowdaes...so,treat it as i am lik jus fa feng if i do aniting tt ish weird or wad lorx...yesterdae went tuu watch der ndp parade...then eat dinner...wib jn,derrick,colin,two other sec one guys n sp....then reach home at eleven sumting....sp pei mii n jn back home..colin pei der gan di...derrick went off boii himself....first time went out wib fwens until so late...but i felt was quite fun...cant wait until der dae when i can b free...thene i can go home ani time i wan...sem,tag at the taggie board larx....i somehow feel tt i duno how tuu share secrets wib euu n yixin barxXx....mayb i've changed tuu much...i cant stand moiiself sumtimes tuu...bud...tts reali jus mii...i cant tolerate moiiself tuu...bud....sigh...i cant change lorx...then secrets ting...i hv tuu trust u tuu tell u...i hv tuu b with u more tuu reali trust euu...i cant sae much tuu u if u r always wib derxXx bastards...sigh....not saein tt u spend time wib them tuu much n wadever lerx...bud now,i jus hv a life of my own....same as u n ytixin hv a life of your own wib the guys...its jus tt...mayb...i don feel close tuu u at all animore...and btw,pls understand yong liang...you know tt when a guy liks a gurl,he will wanna try ways tuu talk tuu her,look at her or wadever...so,pls don ever do tt again...u don know how hurt or wadever he ish feelin....u can care for her,bud u jus ignore him....she should b feelin hapi....i know he reali liks her derx...she jus doesnt wanna gib him a chance...

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