[DEAD`LIVING`ROSES]

Saturday, July 16, 2005

humph...ummm...dream again....bout sumting...forget one part...at first was in derxXx calssroom..then got pipa...gu zhen...and derxXx big big qing...then jia le tell mii tuu play derx qing...then we play jiang jun ling...wa...lik so fun lik tt...mayb ish bcos i miss chinese orchestra alot...sigh..then next was i dreamt of msn...then an island....then beri nice surrondings...wa...sho good...hapi bd dar jie...fhew...morning go hiking wib mummy n daddy...then got sand and alll tt...almost fall down...if reali did,then i confirm not onli blue black,bud red blood lerxXx...our class deco so lan...nobody do much...onli us chinese most hardworking...and the malays also not bad...we do so much before hand derxXx...bud der indian n eurasian all onli do last minute...then angel suddenly go 'crazy'....taboo....cannot sae larxXx...heehee...still remember der used up thingy...wad masterbate things...then wad wad....harhar...sho funi...moii harrt aches bcos of her...who is derxXx her???cerlyn lorxXx...moii xiao meixx...sigh...why her ming so ku...hb tuu go through so much torture of all these thins derxXx...pity her alot...lynette still ok larxXx...not much prob wib her...bud she a bit lik sumtimes tok tuu mii,bud other times don...so weird...sp's sis ROM...i wonder how it ish lik...i nv go tuu a wedding b4 i tink....for as long as i can remember...yesterdae i tink tt gang went out wib yixn n sem tuu celebrate her bd....sigh...then call mii tuu times for lik no reason...bud i want it from his own mouth...or else i won believe it....bud still,i won dare tuu b wib him derxXx...one...he hurt mii b4....tuu...he hurt mii twice....three....he hurt mii third time....four...i'm damn scared lorxXx....sigh....jus pretend tt derxXx sec two five chiobu don hb mii can??so idiot one lehx...deric...pls lorxXx....ppl vote mii none of moii prob....and i'm not one....i tink yus n xinni most chio in our class lehx....sem second...then angel...all of them chio derxXx wad...sigh...moii xiao didi...derrick...finally....i see him lerxXx...wa lou..tt idiot taufik...he wu hui tt i lik derrick..bud i don...he ish moii didi wad...in moii life...i hb mani ppl around mii....i'm not lik sem....i treat everyone equally...all r moii jies,meix,korx,didi...onli...yixn as dar jie...and angel,cerlyn,lynette,shirlmin n wylie as meix...xinni i also treat her as meix...bud she tt time suddenly tripped mii during der walk..i sho xia dao...sigh...then korx.....got ji dan gao...jonathan...n hong hock....the rest....can sae fwens barx...not reali lik gorx n meix lik tt lehx...actually,i treat felicia as moii jie last year lerx...i did start tuu call her jie tt time...bud nv sae god sis or wad...bud was shocked when she n sem bcum sho good...onli lik a few weeks then sho close lerxXx...moii life is changin....fast....didix.....got derrick n wei hong....moii tuu real didi....moii tuu most lovable didix....i lub them...of cos...bud ish different lub form bg relantionship lub...i lub cerlyn...i lub lynette...i lub angel..i lub derrick...i lub ji dan gao...i lub wei hong....i luub jonathan...i lub bryant...i lub samuel....i lub wen hui....i lub everyone tt i feel ish so close tuu mii...sigh....bud moii life ish still broken...one part of mii ish alreadi gone..tuu whom???sigh....angel arrx...he nv bully mii larxXx....i cry is not entirely bout him marxXx....jus forget derx whole event can???wonder why sem suddenly got join der rising star.....heehee..hong hock sae....if sem join,then he not der most lan in der group lerx...then mii,angel n qianhui all laugh...i wan angel tuu join....i lik her voice...beri angelic for songs...mine is sop...so i can reach high,but very easy go sharp....cos goin higher...sem...humph....duno how tuu sae her singin...not reali atrocious...bud mayb modern dance was der rit choice for her..bud i tink yixin's voice also qiute good..bud i onil heard her sing once..sigh...i hope tt our group will b tog again...cos der bastards r part of your lives now...and mii n angel r back tuu der time of last year startin...where there ish jus der tuu of us...

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