[DEAD`LIVING`ROSES]

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Was i wrong to sae all tt tuu ew??i hope not..euu sounded ash iif euu were goin tuu die lerx...beri scary lehx...i'm sori...i reali couldnt forget bout him somehow...maybe i jus needed summore time bahx...i hope euu can reply mii lorx...maybe its jus fated...bud somehow,when euu send mii der msg,i felt as though i didnt want tuu face up tuu reality...i didnt want tuu take your msg serioiusly..wat's goin on wib mii???i see him,moii heart breaks...bud i see euu...i jus didnt...i duno how tuu sae..it's moii fault again...ii'm causing trouble again...why am ii lik tis???nobody can stand mii derx....i chased away all of dem...i still hv two korx whom i haven tok tuu for so long...make tt three...ky,b,and j...now how???i miz moii korx n the times when we could tok tuu each other freely...especially j...luckly,ji dan gao got tok tuu mii lerxx...sho hapi..j haven tok tuu mii since i told him to call mii,and he nv did...maybe ish bcos of his biao bai..then i jus don accept...i chased away all of moii gorx...bud i didnt do it purposely...ji dan gao...xiao guai guia reali beri sad...sometimes,i feel tt u r der onli gorx i hv or am left wib...see...i don tok tuu bryant,samuel and wenkai cos we r in different skools...then...jonathan ish ok...bud he biao bai so i cant reali tok tuu him tuu...kok yong and bernard...i onli talk to them a little...then i keep them as moii gorx tuu avoid them...sumthing sumthing mii...cos tts wat evelyn told mii,and dickson said...who r moii other gorx???i hv totally no idea...i hv got so mani gorx tt i forgot whothey r at times...xiao guai guai bu guai...always cause trouble...anyway,i did moii f&n project by moiiself lerx...cos i didnt want to wait until last minute...then will surely die...i rather get scolded by moii daddythen to not finish it and get f9 on moii report book...anyway,say ping...i'm sori...sori...reali sori...if i cant forget him,i cant and dont dare tuu accept euu...

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