[DEAD`LIVING`ROSES]

Monday, June 27, 2005

i cant believe wad i saw jus now at cwp...angel wib sem...okay..it's not weird,but at der same time it is...angel jus keep on telling mii tt sem n yixin r getting more n more distance away from us...bud how come she always go wib sem???the funny part ish tt,she nv told mii about it which she always does...i feel lik i am der one getting more distant away...i am der one who sint reali wib them...sem n angel jus went of witout mii todae...and they went tuu sem's house i tink...it jus seems as though i am fadding away very slowly...i hv things to tell u guys...bud u guys jus don hv moii trust animore...do u understand sem???angel???yixin???i want to tell u guys..i want to confide in you...bud eveytime even though u sae u won sae it,u always do...tts why i cant put moii trust into u...it's almost unbearable for mii to see the three of u so close...cos i'm so der odd one out...i go wib jianing cos there is onli der two of us...sometimes plus guys...bud it's jus fine...i hv someone to tok to...i hv company...when i'm wib u ppl,u three r tog...most of der time...and when sem,u don hv anyone to tok to,u squeeze between angel n mii during queue or wadever...we cant even find a topic to sae anymore...and now,u jus hang out wib those lao da gang...i don seem to hang out wib u ppl animore...i feel lik angel ish der onli one who toks tuu mii...am i wrong to sae all these in moii blog???if it ish,then fine...tag on moii taggy board,and then tell mii to delete it off...i'm directing it to der three of dem...it's a bit tuu late for mii to sae tis...i should hv said tis to u earlier..cos tt way,i can save moii misery...

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